So its been awhile since my last update again... I guess with a shut in life like mine, new things don't happen everyday ( Read more... )

Honestly! I have been horrible with keeping this journal up lately.... but oh well ( Read more... )

-I'm sorry that I haven't done teenager stuff since everyone's gotten their drivers license ( Read more... )

Just at the worst time... I get a flare up thanks to my Crohn's Disease... don't know what it is? Check out the CCFA (Crohn's and Colitis Foundation of America) for the info... Its really hard to explain what I feel like right now... I think its like a headache and like I'm really dizzy( nothing to eat for about 2 days), throw in chills and cold ( Read more... )

So I've been thinking over break about this whole friend dilemma... I think that they are jealous about several things with me, they may not be aware of it but thats what it really seems on the outside ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a bit overwhelming....

We got out of school early and then went to conferences that afternoon... I was surprised to see that Maggie was there. I know she saw me... but after we were done talking to our  teachers me and my mom went and saw the social worker... she basically said that I have to move on... don't hope for an apology from ( Read more... )

So today has been going well so far ( Read more... )

So yeah as you can tell today has been pretty crappy compared to the other days...

In chem, bethanie was in my lab group for a simulation of Charles Law...so you know, having a empty flask and submerging it in water and then boil it all and find out how much water it sucked up... so as usual I was being pleasant and bethanie was more like....
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lemme make this perfectly clear...

I WANT MY FRIENDS BACK! I WANT THEM TO KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING IS HURTING ME! I WANT THEM TO KNOW WHAT THEY DID OR SAY WASN'T RIGHT AND THEY NEED TO FOLLOW THROUGH!

I WANT THEM TO KNOW THAT I AM A TRUE FRIEND AND I DON'T SUGAR COAT THE TRUTH! I WANT TO BE HONEST WITH THEM WITHOUT BEING THE BAD GUY FOR DOING SO!

Its ( Read more... )

So yesterday went a little better... had a few very brief chats with bri... and got some more of my books back from her ( Read more... )